hey, you look different how do I explain?

Hazy happy is good.
Just hanging out.
Rockin out.
All by mahself.
That's all.
I'm good, skank.

brightly colored so&so's

How  do you emberass yourself in front of the one awkward frined that you DO have?  You let him get you stupid high and talk to him. For hours. About nothing. And ask him if he remembers that time you showed him pictures of your old room, and if so, if he remembers what it looks like. And then, he offers you a piece of gum and leaves. At least he left the rest of his weed. That's all on that.

I ate pizza today. It was really greasy. Kinda sad about the whole thing...

Classical music is good.
"minimalist composers"
I can dig it.
I had a conversation last night...
about how no matter where you go
everything is the same.
Same issues
same people
same jobs
same money
same statuses
same homeless
same heartache.
Just a different aesthetic.
The running and chasing really isn't worth it.
My counterpart in the conversation ended it by saying
"so what are you saying, you don't want to be alive?"

& I thought about it.
ended up saying that if that was true I would already be dead.
And then we talked about slutty room mates.
The former conversation wore heavy, though.
I may just be a genuinely depressing person.
Depending on my mood, perhaps.
I wish I could be as careless as others.
Or maybe just as careless as I already am...
just in ways that hurt a little less in the long run.
Yeah, that's it.